Cora: Tai.. thank you so much for your frankness! It is so very hard to find anyone I trust to talk about this sort of thing.. people get embarassed very easily when I talk about these things.. before I get into it though I just wanted to say it is okay if you call me Princess *blushes* I like it <3 Also don't worry about asking me about my past... I don't mind talking if I know it helps someone out.
Cora: Thank you for your advice on Bhudo.. to be honest we're fighting right now. He has been keeping secrets from me and I'm totally left in the dark about what is going on with him. We have been friends for a while... to be honest Tai I'm not sure how I feel about him. I am extremely attracted to him... he's more then just handsome - he is gorgeous. He has a very sweet personality and he loves Cami very much... we get along well. And.. well don't tell anyone this but he has told me he loves me. He wants me to be his girlfriend.
Cora: Your confidence in my ability to possibly love more the one person is comforting to me. I had never thought it was a problem before Eden explained to me that it was impossible.. but how can it be impossible? I don't want to get involved with Bhudo unless I can love him... and right now I... I don't know. With V it was easy, my feelings were clear. Tai, how can I tell if I love Bhudo or not?
Cora: I often feel discouraged about V... but I won't give up on him, Tai, I can't. I have devoted a whole part of myself to him and I love him too dearly. I could never stop loving him... ever. I should stop being so selfish and hoping for something more from him... I should be satisfied to just be near him as I am now....
Cora: As if my feelings couldn't get complicated enough... today I kissed my good friend Dru. It felt strange... good strange or bad strange... I don't know. It made me feel attractive and wanted but.... I must sound terribly indecisive to you. I really hope that you can help me shed some light on the way that I feel - you are very good at reading people's hearts. I value our conversations more then you know... if there is anyway I can help you out. Please please please don't hesitate to ask me. Thank you so much for all your help Tai. Please write back soon <3 Byebye.
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