Luis: Hello Janelle, it's a pleasure to meet you. I haven't gotten a letter here in a while so I was... really happy to get one. I find it very interesting that we are both writer's with the similiar writer's block problem... I hope that yours hasn't persisted for as long as mine has.
Luis: I'm sorry to hear that you are struggling... I am very fortunate to have the situation that I do... Eden doesn't say much if my rent doesn't get paid...
Luis: I live with some real nutters as well...
Adela: I heard that asswipe.
Luis: *coughs* It really... makes me happy that you understand that it's not easy to be inspired even with.... errr.. strange things happening. Everyone says "Luis, with all this weird stuff happening you HAVE to be inspired!" .... I'm not.. It makes me feel horrible about myself..
Adela: Holy shit Luis just tell her you think she's hot.
Luis: *blushes* Bloody hell Adela! Would you leave me be! You promised you would!!
Adela: I'm a liar.
Luis: Errrr... ahem, anyway. I had a muse once too... I have a fiancee before I came here, back in England.. I came home to the flat we were sharing and she was screwing around with a guy... I heard from my mum that they got married two years ago. Man time flies by here.
Luis: Tai is definately not my muse. He is a friend, an annoying friend, but I definately like women and though Tai does pull of the dresses very well it won't change the fact that he acts and thinks.. and well.. is still a man.
Luis: I like to think my muse is a woman. I used to like to imagine her to look and act like Cora.. but nothing came of that. I was a coward... but I could never force my feelings on her when I knew she wouldn't return them. Cora likes men who will protect her... I'm just not strong enough to do that...
Luis: Cora.. has alot of bad stuff following her. I'm really quite the coward and rather worthless to protect her from those kinds of things...
Luis: I was really kind of hurt that her and V finally... got together... he's my boss and everything and I feel guilty because I should be happy for them... and I also feel guilty because I could never tell Cora that I had feelings for her...
Adela: God Luis pick up a guitar and write a song about it why don't you.
Luis: Would you shut your mouth you witch!!
Adela: Go cry emo boy.
Luis: Sorry... Adela isn't sure when not to open her never-closing mouth. She is like a banshee or a bloody harpy... I'm going to go before she really embarasses me. I really hope you write back soon, Janelle. See you later.
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