Cora: Kir.. I'm so glad to hear from you. I was starting to get very worried. I can tell you're not exactly thrilled whenever the camera comes out... I'm not going to pretend it doesn't hurt my feelings a little. I do like to hear from you, I hope I don't bore you.
Cora: I'm glad that you and Meryl are doing well. I noticed you looked happier today... and you laughed... I've never seen you laugh before. It gives me a nice feeling to see you happy and laughing.
Cora: You asked about my hobbies... I do enjoy crafts.. but I think I enjoying reading even more. I love to have people to read with. I also really enjoy cooking, it's very easy to express your feelings when you make food for someone you care about.
Cora: I've been reading alot of books about feelings and love lately... everyone believes it's so strange that I don't quite understand the different types of love. I'm sure if they were missing all but the last few months of their life they wouldn't understand alot of things too! *giggle*
Cora: The feelings one has for others is strange... I used to think I just loved everyone. But now I'm realizing that I love everyone in very different ways.
Cora: Some feelings I have for people.. I can't really place my finger on.
Cora: And then I wonder what type of feelings other people have for me. I think I should just ask them, but Eden says asking people about their emotions is a dangerous thing and that it's less painful to try to intepret their actions...
Cora: "Actions speak louder then words" as she says... She says it helps to weed out liars from people who tell the truth.
Cora: Are you a liar or a truth-teller, Kir? You seem to be a truthful person to me...
Cora: I wish everyone would just tell the truth... then there would be no questions left for me to ask!
Cora: With no questions left to ask.. I wouldn't get quite as upset as I did, and then I wouldn't have to run off to avoid the situation I'm fearful of... and if I didn't have to run off... then I wouldn't have to... *trails off and stares into the distance*
Cora: I do wonder though... what exactly do I feel for you? I guess I will just have to wait and see?
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