Cora: Vaieh... my dearest friend. I am sorry I haven't been able to get back to you until now... there has been alot that has happened. You may or may not have heard from Sin... but I am with child. Please give my regards to Sin, he has been very sweet to me and has offered to be a father to my child... it warms my heart so much to know that Sin cares enough to rush to my aid like so.
Cora: Everyone has reacted very poorly to this news... Locke is very angry, so is Anael. X doesn't know what to think... and Osirus, well... I am pretty sure he is not the father... There is.... *looks distant* oh... I lost my train of thought. In any case, I am very sad that no one else can share in my joy. I haven't told Luis.. or V.. the news yet. But I'm sure one way or another they have probably found out by now...
Cora: *leans back on her elbows, stretching her back a little* As far as the problem you were helping me out with earlier... I need some more help I think. I did get to wear the beautiful dress you sent me, but it wasn't until later that I got a chance to tell V how I feel about him.... it turns out that he had already figured it out on his own. I don't know what to think... the only thing he would tell me is that he didn't know. What does this mean? Does he really not love me, and will not ever love me and is just too afraid of hurting my feelings to just tell me so?
Cora: The best thing that I can do for him.. is to give him time. Maybe then he will either figure it out, or realize that not knowing is just hurting my feelings even more. I want to be strong about this... I should just be happy being around him, and I am happy being around him. I feel like I should just be content with what we have now... I feel as if I'm being selfish even having these thoughts.
Cora: I'm excited to hear about your job as a model... it sounds very glamorous, what's it like? I think it would be a fun job to have... but I fear I might be a little bit too homely for it. Hearing the story of your heart's pain comforts me in my own... I wish I knew how to deal with it as well as you seem to. I wish you luck in talking to Anael... he is very angry right now. I can never tell with him, I don't know if he's angry at Locke for calling him a hypocrite, or if he's angry with me for possibly carrying his half-demon child. He detests Purgatory because she is a half-demon... if the child is his, he will only detest it as much as he does her. This causes my heart great pain...
Cora: *lays down on her bed* I feel so lost Vaieh... I don't know what to do. I am so confused and hurt about many different things.. about the baby... about V... about what happened when I hurt Locke... my heart feels very painful. I only hope that the child I carry does not share this feeling of sorrow...
Cora: I was so glad to get a letter from you... talking with you always helps me. I am so glad that we are such great friends... please give my regards to the rest of The Lair, especially your brother, though I know you have been fighting with him. I hope you are taking care of yourself and that I will hear from you soon... byebye.
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