Hello again Xerxes. How are you? Don't worry about how long it takes to write. Life continues so I won't stress. As long as you write at least once a year I'm good. I realise that taking the step you have is not easy. Thank you for accepting me as I am. It is not something I advertise but those I call friends I tell. Some things I don't believe in keeping secret.
I think you are doing fine making friends on your own. Not everyone is like Corina and Vaieh. I may seem outgoing but I truly am not. Being the Key demands sociality from me. Don't get me wrong, there are parts of being the Key that are infinitely enjoyable. I find that it comes in handy with my current job. I'm a model now. My previous job required less limelight.
You say you don't think anyone would have a problem with us being friends. I disagree. I think your Locke might. While I am not conceited, I am very aware of my looks. I am also aware of how they and my power affects others. Jealousy is an unreasonable monster that most people have to deal with. Though I am not saying your Locke will be jealous, I am not discounting the possibility. Neither should you. You know him better than I.
I like the little companion you made. He's very cute, and I like that you didn't make him happy looking. He looks just like Locke. I hate to see dolls made of a person with that perpetual stupid smile on their faces. If I knew my intended better I would do the same. First, I have to find her. She's is hiding somewhere, and doing an excellent job of it. I hope that Locke contacts you soon.
It's amusing to think of your coworkers and customers not realising you are a man. I can see why though. You are very beautiful. My friend Nuriko is like yourself. It's embarrassing to admit but I made a pass at him once during a shoot. I had assumed he was a woman. While he was flattered. Needless to say we are really good friends now.
I am told that I have been well chewed on by the love bug. Your angst and mine are the same. I miss her and it is worse because I can't find her. You seem much more mature than 17 Xerxes. I thought you were closer to my human age of 21. You and my Princess are the same human age. She thinks you are cute and wants your beauty secrets.
I don't miss my twin as much as I should. Even though Zaiaku is elsewhere right now we touch minds and souls constantly. It makes the separation easier. When Vaieh is away, I miss her but only because sometimes she aggravates me to no end. I need to be shaken from my musings from time to time. And Anschul, though look up to him, is not one I miss much. We disagree on much.
I am aware of your impending visit thanks to Corina and Vaieh. I wish you the best of luck and love for the weekend. I'll see you later.
Sin
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