Xerxes sits outside at the beach, one of his vacations he received as being a model, he finds a place to sit, on a wooden seat, staring out and listening to the water~
Xersex shifts a little, his fingers playing with his skirt, rather happy to have bought himself a new outfit, but this feeling fades, as it always does, clothes after all dont make a person, but their heart~
X: I wish you hadnt been so busy....that we could spend time together like this... You went with Vai.... even thought you claimed it was business.....you still decided to spend time... with your newest ...~not finishing his sentence, he takes a deep breath, letting out a sigh~
Xerxes pulls his little plushie of locke out from his bag, holding it close to him, seeming lost in thought for the longest, still talking to himself~ I gave you my heart...even though I never heard..."I love you" from your lips...I was content...I was happy with you....but...
Voice: Don't lie to us......that was never enough was it...not for us...after all...We are the god of lust..
Xerxes tilts his head a little, his heat is acheing and he doesnt know why, but its almost to much to bear~ what is this feeling....
The water continues to lap at the shore, creating a rather soothing feeling, Xerxes listens, but there is a long pause before the voice is heard again~
Voice: that was too close this time.....much too close....We cannot allow this to happen again... Cultist....Hannibal....everything was coming much too close...
X: what...what do you want...what are you talking about...i dont understand...who are you!
Voice: what a foolish question....you know exactly who We are....
Xerxes the Calamity:We are you...as you are We..there is no escape from that fact...you have become lost to your purpose ..
X: no...no not you again....why cant you leave me alone....why am I going crazy like this....i just want it to stop...I want things to be like they were...
Xerxes the Calamity: The way they were? Now that things have been set in motion, there is no turning back...this is destiny...and as long as those pursue you, We will be forced to take action...
Xerxes the Calamity: We will sleep....as one....and when We wake...We will no longer remember anything of these events...We will start anew...fresh like the spring dew...We will remember all but those that were in Our heart...the cursed human and the halfling...We will never know they existed...
X: how can you say something like that...what about Cami...shes all that is precious to me....and locke... you cant make me forget him...i wont....I love him! ~X starts to cry, his heart feels so heavy in his chest~
Xerxes the Calamity: Our child you will remember...only Locke and Purgatory will be forgotten...you have no choice in this matter...do you wish to destroy all that We touch...We are the Calamity...
Xerxes the Calamity: Sleep soon....and you will no longer suffer this terrible heartache that calls to Us...
X: watches at the image fades, tears start to pour from his eyes, even though he is promised he will forget, his heart has become like a stone, heavy and hard to bear, and about to break, or perhaps, beyond the point of broken, and the shattered pieces are stabbing him from within, he chokes a bit, trying to calm himself~
X: ~whimpers~ .......Locke...I'm sorry I couldnt be strong enough for you....~he begins to cry, so much more then before, and a pain he never knew surges through him~ goodbye...my love...
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