((Posted by Greyhaunt on 1/18/08))
((sorry about the focus, my camera is really being crappy tonight. And sorry about reusing some images - Tai had more to say than I thought!))
Tai: Hey Princess, good to hear back so soon. I can't seem to sleep tonight either, so I slipped out to drink some tea. Sleepy Time Tea - triple bag the cup and try not to taste it on the way down - knocks me out every time. By the way, I hope you don't mind me calling you Princess sometimes...I started doing that to tease Luis since I think he dreams of being your Knight in Shining Armor, but I think it fits you.
Tai: You didn't need to answer those questions I asked...about your past... My Mom would have smacked me one good for doing that - "Don't be impertinent!" she'd say...only in Japanese. But...I am grateful that you did...you've given me hope, it's something I haven't had a lot of lately.
Tai: Now, onto your situation which is far more interesting. *laughs* Cora, you've seen me in a dress, half-naked, and I'm sure you know some of the stuff I've done to Luis - no need to be embarrassed talking to me about this stuff... sometimes you remind me of myself when I was a bit younger and more innocent. Don't worry, that's not necessarily a bad thing.
Tai: BHUDO??!!! sigh...I don't suppose you'd consider sharing any of those pictures you've been getting? That video of him getting his trousers dropped went viral on YouTube in seconds...I have to admit to some serious nasal bloodflow myself when I saw it. So he's the one you've been flirting with? Just shows you've got excellent taste, Princess.
Tai: No, I don't hold your past against you, silly. I know full well that you got tricked into starting it all by that bugger Locke. Why do you think I got so angry at Luis for running away - he should have helped you when the others were being so insulting. The thing about sex, Cora, is that everyone has their own opinion about when it's right and when it's wrong. Some of it has to do with what their religion tells them, some of it has to do with personal experience, and some of it is just stupid things people make up to make themselves feel superior over others.
Tai: You need to decide for yourself when sex is right and when it's not. I won't claim that I think it's right to sleep with just anyone...I think there are consequences to that and too many people run away from them. You know Lachlan isn't my only half-sibling...she's just the only one I feel close to. My father sleeps around like a male rabbit in a hutch fully of horny girl bunnies - and he seems to be as potent as one too. I think what he does is wrong because he doesn't ever take responsibility for any of us.
Tai: But Bhudo has been a close friend of yours for a long time, hasn't he? You obviously find him attractive or you wouldn't be nosebleeding. And a friend...a true friend can be the best sort of lover, Cora. I thought I'd never love or trust again after I was raped, but I had a friend who cared enough about me that, even though he had a life partner, slowly convinced me to give him a chance to show me what it really could be like. There were no strings attached, neither of us wanted any, and his partner knew the whole time. They gave me back myself and taught me life would be ok. He's still my friend, though he's far away in Japan and if I saw him again I'm sure we'd sleep together because it's a special thing we share.
Tai: Is it different with someone you really love? I can't really tell you that, Princess, because I've never really been in love like that before...not until now. But I never slept with anyone that wasn't special to me in some way, someone who didn't mean more to me than just a warm body on a cold night, yet it was different with them than it was with my dear friend back home...and I am sure that if...if I am ever lucky enough...it will be different again with...
Tai: Can you give your heart to more than one person? I think some people can, and some can't - it just depends on the size of their heart, doesn't it? I mean, you can't give the whole thing more than once obviously, but I believe the heart is made up of a lot of different pieces. Some pieces are the ones we give to family, others are the pieces we give to friends - but there are especially big pieces that are reserved for someone very, very special and when we give those pieces we can't ever get them back no matter what the person does to it. But even if we don't believe it, there is more than one of those special pieces within us.
Tai: Some people are so scared they never give one away *mutters* Luis *out loud*...other's think they give them away, but they really just give away little ones and pretend it's the real thing...then there are people who take chances and give away the big piece too soon and to the wrong person and it gets crushed...That's what happened to me, Cora, with the man who raped me...I really did love him... But Princess those who are lucky get to find more than one person to give a big piece to. In my case, it's Naoki who I've given another one to. In your case...Princess if anyone can share her heart with more than one man it's you, no matter what Eden says.
Tai: I'm sure the other guy you are talking about is Vincent...and personally Cora I'm not sure if he will ever wake up and see what he's been giving up. Then again, if he really is gay...Princess he may love you bigger than the whole world, but just not desire sex with you....sigh....normally I have to try and convince people to be open-minded...you're so open I'm not sure I could explain to you why some people just don't have the physical ability to desire sex with the opposite sex. I mean, I don't hate women...I just have absolutely no desire whatsoever to be with one physically. You could send me every naked photo Camilla ever took of you and I'd be limp as a waterlogged baguette. Show me some nekkid pictures of Bhudo though and I'll pop a boner so fast I'll probably rip a hole in my shorts. Why? I couldn't tell you - it's just the way I am and the way my body responds.
Tai: If Bhudo is your friend. If he says he loves you, desires you, and wants to be with you then I say you'd be a fool not to take him up on it, Princess. Saying yes will, at the very least, give you something very pleasurable and very special. But if you say no you may pass up something you'll never have the chance to experience again. Sorry if I've said more than you wanted to hear, Princess, but I just tell it the way I see it. *yawns...* The tea is starting to kick in, so I'd best go back to bed. Talk to ya later.
((sorry about the focus, my camera is really being crappy tonight. And sorry about reusing some images - Tai had more to say than I thought!))
Tai: Hey Princess, good to hear back so soon. I can't seem to sleep tonight either, so I slipped out to drink some tea. Sleepy Time Tea - triple bag the cup and try not to taste it on the way down - knocks me out every time. By the way, I hope you don't mind me calling you Princess sometimes...I started doing that to tease Luis since I think he dreams of being your Knight in Shining Armor, but I think it fits you.
Tai: You didn't need to answer those questions I asked...about your past... My Mom would have smacked me one good for doing that - "Don't be impertinent!" she'd say...only in Japanese. But...I am grateful that you did...you've given me hope, it's something I haven't had a lot of lately.
Tai: Now, onto your situation which is far more interesting. *laughs* Cora, you've seen me in a dress, half-naked, and I'm sure you know some of the stuff I've done to Luis - no need to be embarrassed talking to me about this stuff... sometimes you remind me of myself when I was a bit younger and more innocent. Don't worry, that's not necessarily a bad thing.
Tai: BHUDO??!!! sigh...I don't suppose you'd consider sharing any of those pictures you've been getting? That video of him getting his trousers dropped went viral on YouTube in seconds...I have to admit to some serious nasal bloodflow myself when I saw it. So he's the one you've been flirting with? Just shows you've got excellent taste, Princess.
Tai: No, I don't hold your past against you, silly. I know full well that you got tricked into starting it all by that bugger Locke. Why do you think I got so angry at Luis for running away - he should have helped you when the others were being so insulting. The thing about sex, Cora, is that everyone has their own opinion about when it's right and when it's wrong. Some of it has to do with what their religion tells them, some of it has to do with personal experience, and some of it is just stupid things people make up to make themselves feel superior over others.
Tai: You need to decide for yourself when sex is right and when it's not. I won't claim that I think it's right to sleep with just anyone...I think there are consequences to that and too many people run away from them. You know Lachlan isn't my only half-sibling...she's just the only one I feel close to. My father sleeps around like a male rabbit in a hutch fully of horny girl bunnies - and he seems to be as potent as one too. I think what he does is wrong because he doesn't ever take responsibility for any of us.
Tai: But Bhudo has been a close friend of yours for a long time, hasn't he? You obviously find him attractive or you wouldn't be nosebleeding. And a friend...a true friend can be the best sort of lover, Cora. I thought I'd never love or trust again after I was raped, but I had a friend who cared enough about me that, even though he had a life partner, slowly convinced me to give him a chance to show me what it really could be like. There were no strings attached, neither of us wanted any, and his partner knew the whole time. They gave me back myself and taught me life would be ok. He's still my friend, though he's far away in Japan and if I saw him again I'm sure we'd sleep together because it's a special thing we share.
Tai: Is it different with someone you really love? I can't really tell you that, Princess, because I've never really been in love like that before...not until now. But I never slept with anyone that wasn't special to me in some way, someone who didn't mean more to me than just a warm body on a cold night, yet it was different with them than it was with my dear friend back home...and I am sure that if...if I am ever lucky enough...it will be different again with...
Tai: Can you give your heart to more than one person? I think some people can, and some can't - it just depends on the size of their heart, doesn't it? I mean, you can't give the whole thing more than once obviously, but I believe the heart is made up of a lot of different pieces. Some pieces are the ones we give to family, others are the pieces we give to friends - but there are especially big pieces that are reserved for someone very, very special and when we give those pieces we can't ever get them back no matter what the person does to it. But even if we don't believe it, there is more than one of those special pieces within us.
Tai: Some people are so scared they never give one away *mutters* Luis *out loud*...other's think they give them away, but they really just give away little ones and pretend it's the real thing...then there are people who take chances and give away the big piece too soon and to the wrong person and it gets crushed...That's what happened to me, Cora, with the man who raped me...I really did love him... But Princess those who are lucky get to find more than one person to give a big piece to. In my case, it's Naoki who I've given another one to. In your case...Princess if anyone can share her heart with more than one man it's you, no matter what Eden says.
Tai: I'm sure the other guy you are talking about is Vincent...and personally Cora I'm not sure if he will ever wake up and see what he's been giving up. Then again, if he really is gay...Princess he may love you bigger than the whole world, but just not desire sex with you....sigh....normally I have to try and convince people to be open-minded...you're so open I'm not sure I could explain to you why some people just don't have the physical ability to desire sex with the opposite sex. I mean, I don't hate women...I just have absolutely no desire whatsoever to be with one physically. You could send me every naked photo Camilla ever took of you and I'd be limp as a waterlogged baguette. Show me some nekkid pictures of Bhudo though and I'll pop a boner so fast I'll probably rip a hole in my shorts. Why? I couldn't tell you - it's just the way I am and the way my body responds.
Tai: If Bhudo is your friend. If he says he loves you, desires you, and wants to be with you then I say you'd be a fool not to take him up on it, Princess. Saying yes will, at the very least, give you something very pleasurable and very special. But if you say no you may pass up something you'll never have the chance to experience again. Sorry if I've said more than you wanted to hear, Princess, but I just tell it the way I see it. *yawns...* The tea is starting to kick in, so I'd best go back to bed. Talk to ya later.
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