((REERREEERREERE Mature content... Cora talks alot about sex YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED))
Cora: *slides her fingers over the silky fabric of the stole that Vaieh had made as part of her dress* Vaieh.. I finished crying before I decided to write to you. I know that you hate tears...
Cora: I am sorry if I seemed upset earlier... right now my heart is torn for you. It is hard for me to watch Locke be this way. X sent him a message earlier today... since then he's been locked in his room. X is very harsh, but he is very truthful with his words... I know that Locke recognizes this... I am glad that you and I have the same view about him.
Cora: My heart breaks for you... I don't know or understand your exact experience... but I know... I'm sorry Vaieh... I can't talk about that right now. But I feel for you more then you may know... even if I am a whore. If I could take this away from you... I would in a heartbeat. This is going to sound horrible and crude... but if you let him do it from behind... sometimes you can forget who it is...
Cora: I wish you knew how much this was hurting him...
Cora: I promise you... I promise you it will be different with someone you care about. I... I don't know from experience... but everyone has told me so... and I know that it just must be true. And it is a lucky thing that you are with someone experienced... the inexperienced are not as gentle. I was lucky that way too. I wish I could be there to hold your hand and help your courage..
Cora: *looks up* I am happy.. that you are preserving your life. This is what is the most important thing right now... as Locke says "We do what we can to survive".
Cora: *smiles a little* You are sweet Vaieh... I am glad that you love Locke. He needs it... I love him too... just not the same way.
Cora: Even if he is a callous, stubborn, angry, hateful jerk. I should hate him for the things he says to me and my child... but I feel pity for him instead. The others.... not so much.
Cora: *press the fabric to her cheek* I'm glad you like your blankie... angiwyn did a wonderful job making it. You look very pretty in it... I hope that it brings you comfort.
Cora: *presses it to her lips* I am giving it a kiss... I hope that you feel it, and that it reaches you. We will not be sleeping tonight until we hear it's finished and that you are fine... I love you Vaieh. Be brave for me and I will be brave for you.
Cora: *slides her fingers over the silky fabric of the stole that Vaieh had made as part of her dress* Vaieh.. I finished crying before I decided to write to you. I know that you hate tears...
Cora: I am sorry if I seemed upset earlier... right now my heart is torn for you. It is hard for me to watch Locke be this way. X sent him a message earlier today... since then he's been locked in his room. X is very harsh, but he is very truthful with his words... I know that Locke recognizes this... I am glad that you and I have the same view about him.
Cora: My heart breaks for you... I don't know or understand your exact experience... but I know... I'm sorry Vaieh... I can't talk about that right now. But I feel for you more then you may know... even if I am a whore. If I could take this away from you... I would in a heartbeat. This is going to sound horrible and crude... but if you let him do it from behind... sometimes you can forget who it is...
Cora: I wish you knew how much this was hurting him...
Cora: I promise you... I promise you it will be different with someone you care about. I... I don't know from experience... but everyone has told me so... and I know that it just must be true. And it is a lucky thing that you are with someone experienced... the inexperienced are not as gentle. I was lucky that way too. I wish I could be there to hold your hand and help your courage..
Cora: *looks up* I am happy.. that you are preserving your life. This is what is the most important thing right now... as Locke says "We do what we can to survive".
Cora: *smiles a little* You are sweet Vaieh... I am glad that you love Locke. He needs it... I love him too... just not the same way.
Cora: Even if he is a callous, stubborn, angry, hateful jerk. I should hate him for the things he says to me and my child... but I feel pity for him instead. The others.... not so much.
Cora: *press the fabric to her cheek* I'm glad you like your blankie... angiwyn did a wonderful job making it. You look very pretty in it... I hope that it brings you comfort.
Cora: *presses it to her lips* I am giving it a kiss... I hope that you feel it, and that it reaches you. We will not be sleeping tonight until we hear it's finished and that you are fine... I love you Vaieh. Be brave for me and I will be brave for you.
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