I am neither inexperience nor stupid Little Miss and yes, I do presume to tell you things that you obviously don't know. Don't think that just because you've had casual anal sex with two - not even human - men you are some sort of authority on what it means with a gay couple. The fact that you hurt and they didn't care just goes to show you were just an orifice for them to use for their own pleasure.
Since you are just dying to know my level of experience, I'll share a little story with you. Once upon a time I was younger....too young....I very much loved someone. All I wanted was to have him be the first one I shared myself with.
Tai: He raped me.
I wasn't as ready as I thought I was, and he didn't care. He used me like I was nothing more than a hole without feeling, praising me about how "tight" I was. The fact that I was screaming and bleeding didn't really mean a lot to him - he was satisfied.
Tai: A long time later I met someone who taught me it didn't have to be that way. And while I may not be like some people - willing to spread my legs or whip out my meat for anyone who's interested - I have had some lovers over the years. I've shared tears with some of them too, and I've learned to tell the difference between tears of joy and of pain.
Tai: Maybe you need to stop thinking that every couple out there is just a parallel for you and your perpetual Virgin that you share a bed with. As it happens, not one word I said was referring to your relationship with him - I leave that to my sister who understands that sort of thing much better than I do.
My words were more a reflection of my own relationship with Naoki...which may never go beyond my being his protector as he is so utterly innocent and vulnerable.
Understand your pain? I expect I will the longer he is with me...I hope that makes you happy.
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