Hi Cora, sorry replying to you in bed. Hey…I didn’t mean to make you sad.
It’s just I was in a bad mood the other day. I guess that’s why I’m in bed
now. I ended up with a cold from the other day. I got frustrated with Meryl
and ran off…no.
It wasn’t very adult of me, but I just…just had no feeling. I’m very bitter at
the moment. Last night…I just stood in the rain waiting for something, but I
didn’t know what.
Have you ever had those feelings? Like you’re supposed to be more or that
you’re missing something?
I know I’m missing my memories, but at times I think it’s my heart…
*coughs, distant* Love in strange Cora. I love my daughter, but sometimes
people don't tell others because they think they already know...
*sighs* It's not a good excuse. You should tell people that you love them, even
if they don't love you in return. Yet, you should tell them how you love them. As
a brother or sister...or more.
If you love them more then family, then it's very important that it's clear to them.
Even if they don't have the same feelings.
Kirathi looks away for a moment and is silent.
Oh, sorry. I got a little side tracked. You asked me if I'm truthful, and I would say
"yes". Lying really can only hurt people more then the truth. Yet, sometimes when
people want the truth, they really want a lie. It’s really complicated. Sometimes it’s
better to not say the whole truth, just bits and parts.
It’s odd…I want to say I love others, but…I wonder if I say them because it’s routine
of me or because I mean it. You’re right though…
He looks up.
“We’ll have to see…”
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